2/18/2012

Eddie

My dear little boy Eddie passed away 25.11 2011 due to liver failure (only 4 years old) and my new baby Wilda was born 1.12 2011...
I've heard somewhere that people think that when we die the soul stays here on earth for a week and then it goes away...is it a coincidence that my babyboy died almost a week before this little lady was born?...I like to think that there's a connection...and they are both from the same breeder...and was it also a coincidence that I happened to visit this breeder's website the time I did and now have this beautiful girl here with me? I don't believe in much but I'd like to believe in this, maybe it was ment to be...and maybe Eddie is her guardian angel now...

My precious Eddie

My little princess...

I bought this little girl yesterday. She's a Maltese and her name is Wilda. (=Wild)
She's now a little over 10 weeks old and weighs 1,3 kg / 2,9 lbs...




2/16/2012

Sasha Alexander

Is it possible to drown in someone's eyes??? ABSOLUTELY!!!





2/14/2012

Wisdom teeth

I went to see the dentist today and she pulled out my second wisdom tooth...
She really had to work this one though...took probably about 5 minutes to get it out...last time it took less than 1 minute...but now for the disgusting part, the blood...yak! I'm spitting crazy much blood people!! And the taste is awful, I sure as hell aint no vampire but then again I'm tasting my own blood, hmm, could be that, just kidding...man, I cannot wait until this day is over!

Now I'm just gonna take a painkiller and read some fanfiction...
There are some very talented writers out there who just need to publish something and get rich!

Bye bye...
Love the eyes! XD

2/13/2012

Rizzoli & Isles

You should definitely check it out!

First I didn't even know what kind of show that was, so I went online to check it out...(to imdb.com) and read what people thought of the show...and someone posted something about Angie Harmon's voice being annoying...and that's what got stuck in my head...I had to know! So I gave it a try and MAN was I in for a suprise...Angie Harmon has THE SEXIEST VOICE on this whole god damned planet. And she's not bad looking either!!! Damn!! And then for the next suprise...Sasha Alexander...and I died and went to HEAVEN! I have never ever seen someone so beautiful as her, in my entire life. And those eyes...she's like the goddess of all goddesses. Period!

And of course then there's the rest of the cast that is absolutely amazing! Lorraine Bracco is hilarious, I love that woman... :)

Janet Tamaro, you are a genius!


2/11/2012

Why I chose "No Pulse Anymore" to be my blogname...

Actually, when I chose the name I didn't think much of it...it just sounded cool I guess...but now it kind of makes sense to me.
Last year I was diagnosed with papillary thyroid cancer and had the whole thyroid gland removed, so now I'm living without a thyroid and have to take thyroxine for the rest of my life...AND so I stumbled upon this article on the internet and it hit me...living without a thyroid can actually kill you...IF you don't take the synthetic thyroid hormones (thyroxine). I'd say the majority of the population doesn't know exactly how important this little thingy is. And small it is...weighting about 25 grams. The hormones that it produces regulate many things in the human body...it controls blood pressure, heart rate, metabolism, muscles, body weight and body temperature...so basically no thyroid and no hormones means no life = No pulse anymore...
I have to confess that this "coincidence" is kind of creepy...but also interesting...


Here's the article....

There’s a small, butterfly-shaped organ that lies in the neck just below the Adam’s apple called the thyroid gland. Most people take this hard-working organ for granted. But don’t underestimate its importance. Can you live without a thyroid gland – or is it necessary to sustain life? Can You Live Without a Thyroid Gland? You can live without a thyroid gland, but you won’t survive very long without the hormones this gland produces. These hormones, T3 and T4, have an effect on every cell in the body by controlling the rate with which they use energy and oxygen – the body’s metabolic rate. Not surprisingly, people who are deficient in thyroid hormone, a condition called hypothyroidism, gain weight and feel very tired. Because of the role thyroid hormone plays in brain function, a deficiency of thyroid hormone can cause depression, memory problems, and even psychosis. So important is the role of thyroid hormone in growth and development that if a deficiency occurs early in life it can cause severe mental retardation and serious growth delays. Even in cases of thyroid hormone deficiency, the body still produces enough thyroid hormone to sustain life. With no thyroid hormone, bodily functions would soon grind to a halt as cells are no longer able to produce energy. Can you live without a thyroid gland? Not for long – unless you replace the missing hormones the thyroid produces. Some People Do Live Without a Thyroid Gland Even though the hormones the thyroid produces are essential to life, some people do live without a thyroid gland. Some people have most or all of their thyroid gland removed because of thyroid cancer or due to a severely overactive thyroid gland that doesn’t respond to other treatment. A very small percentage of people are born without a thyroid gland. Fortunately, the missing thyroid hormone can be replaced with synthetic thyroid hormone. People taking synthetic thyroid hormone can lead a normal life, although it’s important to keep their thyroid hormone levels regulated by checking blood levels regularly. Can You Live Without a Thyroid? Yes, but only if you replace the missing thyroid hormones. These hormones are necessary for human life. References: Merck Manual. Eighteenth edition. 2006. 

2/09/2012

YES!

So I got the damn car to finally move...thank god! But it's too late for shopping now so I'm gonna wait until tomorrow for that...the fridge just have to bare with me for now...soon I'm gonna fill it up :P
Patience! Ha...

What I HAVE to do now is clean my apartment...looks like a tornado went through *sigh*