Have you fed my fish?



Citroen DS 9

This car is so beautiful!!!! If I'd have money I'd choose this one over any Ferrari or Corvette anytime!! I simply cannot get enough of it...
But this is still a concept car so no one knows if they even start making it and if they do it's going to the chinese market only I think..
This is also one gigantic car!! I LOVE it!!!

Infection it is!

Okey...so they didn't do an ultrasound after all...because it is an urinary infection that I have...so now I'm on a 10 days medication for that. Thank GOD it wasn't something worse!! They also think that I have had this infection since late january (since the surgery) and it's always been there lurking. I have had symptoms many times before but since there's been no fever I just thougt there was no infection. Maybe my CRP was high, I don't know...they just told me I have a massive infection...nice! That would explain the tiredness that I thought was because of my thyroxine...but no that is probably due to the infection. I still am sore in my backside...and it hurts around the right kidney area...but hopefully it will go away now with the medication!  The doctor was a little concerned that the infection might have travelled up to my kidneys but she still thought we should try this first. So 9 days left of medication...and hopefully I'm fine by then! Fingers crossed :P

When does this SHIT end??!!!

Went to see the endocrinologist in Helsinki today. I found out that I have hyperthyreosis...NOT hypothyreosis as I suspected. So now I'm gonna take a much lower dose of thyroxine than before..no wonder I felt really shitty...The funny thing though is that with both hypo and hyper you get the same sort of symptoms...so now I have to trust the doctors that my dose is going to be more fitting for me. I'm just sick of feeling like crap all the time!
So that was that!
When I left the hospital I really should have used the toilet first because sitting in a car when you are about to piss your pants ain't exactly pleasant when you're going to be on the road for 1 1/2 hour...my bladder hurt so bad when I finally made it home...but here's the problem, there were not much pee to begin with just a lot of blood...and the pain was sickening...jesus! So I called and made an appointment with the doctor and tomorrow I'm gonna have an ultrasound of the kidneys and bladder to see what's wrong there. And then in about a week I'm gonna see a urologist. It's probably a kidney stone that is stuck or something. I just hope it's not cancer!! :/ I've had enough of that shit already! And it can't be an urinary infection because my CRP is normal and I have no fever...and this pain have been coming and going for a few months already but there's been no blood until now...and I HATE blood...I almost fainted the second time when I used the toilet because of all the blood...yak!

This is crap. Just my bad luck.



Fanfiction

heygeniusbox, EppieG and KD Williamson on livejournal or fanfiction.net
You should check them out...amazing writing I tell ya!!
Oh I almost forgot, JoBethMegAmy. my homegirls is writing a story called Calamity Jane Meets Dr Isles, Medicine Woman...that is the best story I have ever read and I'm not kidding, it's so brilliant...and the interesting thing is that it's a "western" story and I'm not really a western person but this is just so good!!! I have it on story alert and it was just updated a few minutes ago...I'm now off to read the chapter...bye!!!

Kudos to YOU, whoever made this!!! It's fantastic!! And it fits the story so perfectly...

T-shot!

Time for my precious T shot!!! Yaaay!!!
It's in the left side this time. Which means it's gonna be more difficult than doing it in the right side since I'm righthanded.
Speaking of T...I found this transguy on internet, his name is Balian Buschbaum and he used to be a woman and a pole vaulter...he is so hot!!!

Damien Walters

This dude is wicked cool!