I was right..

The THUNDER is on it's way here again!!!! 

YES YES YES!!!!

Badass thunderstorm!!! :D

That was f*****g fantastic last night! Recorded the storm from my backyard and I got some really amazing shots...

There's a good chance we'll see more of this tonight because the weather is still unbearable hot and humid...YES!!!

Still not well...

This really suck...I'm still not free of that flu...and my second week of my vacation is starting tomorrow...well they say that it's either 3 days or 3 weeks when getting the flu. I can see what's ahead of me then...grrr!!!!

Having the flu...

It's sooo wonderful to start your vacation with the flu...just my typical luck! I felt the beginnings of it last friday when I got off from work...and this weekend has been a nightmare...feels like I'm coughing up my lungs...autch! And I also have a fever...which I usually don't get when I have the flu...
Well, at least I'm glad I'm not at work right now...

I don't think I've had a fever since starting T and having it now feels different than before T...I'm not as sore in my body as I was before when having it...weird!

And the drama continues...

For a few days there's been this weird smell in my hallway and today I saw that water is leaking in through the roof...and when the repairmen where here to see where the problem is they told me it's coming in through a electric cable from my neighbours apartment...apparently the cabel is broken somewhere and when there's a leak in the nextdoor apartment it flows all the way into my apartment inside that cabel...and I would understand if it were a neighbour above me but since there's no one above me. So it's coming from the apartment beside me...this is sooo fucked up!

Time for a change!

Decided to change my blog name because my other one was to depressing...I don't want to be reminded of my cancer every time I log onto this site...soooo...therefore the new name.

I have finally managed to get my drawing done..it turned out pretty good...I'm not 100% satisfied with it but it'll do...maybe I should make a different blog that will contain my drawings and other stuff that I'm making...I have to think about it..because I don't know if I want to put them on this blog but we'll see...
My next work is going to be something with Rizzoli & Isles...I have planned on making a drawing of Sasha Alexander...it's actually in progress already...and then I'm going to make a Rizzles drawing..I have found some really good drawings on google and My World of Arts on facebook..CHECK IT OUT! Fantastic work...her name is Bay Keech...and she draws Rizzoli & Isles..that is awesome!!! :D
Now I need to get ready for bed, got work in the morning. Counting the days now...5 more workdays then it's vacation time...YES!!!!

I'm back! Haha

Sooo it's raining and I'm home again...figured I better get something done here when it's such a nasty weather anyway...gonna do some drawing now! But I seem to have lost my muse forever...I need it back NOW!!! Even Sasha Alexander's not helping me...sigh!
Maybe I'll find it again once I start drawing...
I don't know what's up with me...I'm so tired all the time and lacking the energy...maybe I just need to rest...2 more weeks of work then I'm off for 4 weeks..summervacation!! Aaahh... :)

Can't it be tuesday already. Need Rizzoli & Isles so badly ;)
I've always found Sasha to be the most beautiful person on this planet but Angie is closing in on her in rapid pace...she's just like WOW this new season...
So the 2 most beautiful people on earth getting together on screen, wouldn't that be something?!
I even dreamt about them last night...I'm such a mess!! I really think this is the man-part of my brain that is obsessing about the two of them together...It would be so fucking hot! I think that's why I keep on reading M rated stories about them together on ff.net...it really stimulates my brain..haha!!! ;) And when reading those intense stories I figured I'm not the only one with a naughty mind! We are so many out there...
And Sasha and Angie's amazing chemistry on screen doesn't exactly help putting these fantasies aside either...they just seem to come naturally...LOL!!

Feel free to use your handcuffs on me anytime Detective Rizzoli!! Damn.. XD

One hot detective...

My reaction exactly! Haha..

I'm off now...

To rusticate for the summer...but I might pop in here sometime...see ya!!

Never try this!

I'm never ever washing my big kitchencarpet in my washing-machine again...it's 100% cotton and weighed about 100kg:s (sure felt like that) when I pulled it out of there...it was like delivering a horse or something..and the poor machine..I'm lucky it didn't explode..and OMG that noise. It sounded like there was a war going on in my bathroom. I actually had to sit on top of the damned thing so it wouldn't jump out of the room. It was THAT bad!

Ooops..

Nebido and Rizzles

Okey so FINALLY I got that Nebido...and it only cost me 3€, but the original price was 150€, yaiks...thank god for Social Insurance Institution so now I'll always only pay 3€ for 3 months worth of shots, no matter what kind of T I'm taking..YES!!! Life is sweet sometimes. But let me tell you something, pushing 4ml of oily substance into your ass-muscle can be pretty uncomfortable...but I managed to get it injected by myself..another YES!!!
I'm sure it will be painful for some time now but since my next shot is going to be in september I really shouldn't complain, ha! No more needles this summer!! Woohoooo....

What else..oh yes, Rizzoli & Isles season premiere was sooo fucking (pardon the language) fantastic!!! It really was an amazing episode...I cannot stop myself...I need to put up some wonderful gifs that the Rizzles-shippers have made...:) I'm just borrowing them ;) thank you.

Okey...shutting up now!! Heheh..

    
              

For the Love Of God..enough with the foreplay!!! XD

Rizzles tomorrow!!!



There really was a monster under my bed!

Some things you never forget...ever! This is one of those things...

I will now try and explain in words what happened over 10 years ago when I was still living with my parents. I still have a hard time talking or even writing about this particular incident.

It was late one night when I was laying in bed listening to music on my walkman when suddenly I felt the bed dip and I thought it was Nella (our familydog at the time) because she used to come and put her head on the bed so you could scratch it and so I reached out my hand to do that but what I felt was not her head...I don't know what it was but it felt cold and wirehairy..then it hit me, this was not Nella that I felt. And it took me about 2 or 3 second to realize this fact and I withdrew my hand so fast it could have split in half. I was scared shitless and pulled the comforter over my head (like a small child) because I was sooo freaked out by this "thing" that I touched...I was like paralyzed with fear and was barely able to breath...and I don't know how long I laid there before I had the guts to turn on my bedside lamp and see what it was...but when I was able to do that there was nothing there...Nella was sound asleep by my bedroom door so I had to check under the bed (I actually did that) Silly me I know but I was so spooked...Still today I don't know what happened that night...I told my parents and they said that maybe I was dreaming, but I'm 100% sure I was awake..it was too real to have been just a dream...

And there's been other "incidents" but not as frightening as that one but weird ones nontheless.

Maybe it's my walkman that attracts these things because three times when I've been listening to music on that device there's been weird things going on...and it's also been in that same room.

I've been listening to music and suddenly there's this weird noise coming from the player instead of music and no matter what buttons I've pushed it won't stop...only when I have pulled out the batteries it has stopped..and that same thing has happened two times...the same noise...like a static sound...and then of course that incident that I already told you about above...

When I moved out and to an own apartment my sister got my old room and she did experience wierd things there also...like one night she just woke up and her bedroom door was wide open and she always sleeps with the door closed. She told me that she always sleeps throughout the night and never wakes up...and then she wakes up only to find the door wide open, not just ajar but wide open. She was a little spooked also...

I'm sure there are explanations for all this but since no one knows exactly what's happening in that house you never know for certain if it's real or just your imagination. It's just weird that we all seem to have the same "problem" with these happenings...

My dad also experienced similiar things when he was renovating that house...he told us, that late at night when he was working he saw shadows moving around...but it could have been because he was there late..like until 2 in the morning and when you are tired you see all kinds of spooky things..ha!

I haven't actually thought about this for a long time but when my neighbor told me that she's been experiencing same things in her apartment (her mother-in-law passed away last christmas I think, and she used to live there in that same apartment) and my neighbour is certain that it's her ghost that is there haunting the place...she told me that shelves keep falling down without explanation and so on...

She also told me that when they were visiting and old "priest mansion" their dog started growling and the hair on it's back was standing on end because of something it picked up on there that no one else could feel or see...

Everyone talks about that place. People are certain that it's haunted for real.

Spooky!!!

Rizzoli & Isles season 2 Gag Reel

;)

Yes!!

Loreen won!!! Congratulations to her!!! :)

Roman Lob

Holy mother of god...this guy is so gorgeous!!!!

By the way, I really hope Loreen will win tonight's Eurovision song contest. She is amazing and the choreography for "Euphoria" is fantastic!!!

YUM!!!

If you like the Fazerina chocolate then you need to try this ice cream...HEAVENLY!!!

Now I'm gonna watch the Eurovision song contest...have a nice evening!!!

My Baby :)

Before "summergrooming"

Tired!!

Wanna play with me?

Okey...does this look comfy?? NOPE!!

Wilda's baby tooth



One of them :)

Almost forgot...

Happy B-Day to the lovely Sasha Alexander :)

Feeling numb...

I just found out that Jacoby (Insomniac Jay) passed away May 9th, due to cancer. I've read his stories on fanfiction.net and he was an amazing writer. I'm really sad he is gone now. And the saddest thing is that he thought he was the only "dude" on fanfiction.net that love and writes Rizzles...I'm a dude also and LOVE Rizzles...I wish I would have told him that. But now it's too late :(
And he was so young...it's not fair!!
Maybe some day we'll meet and then we'll write Rizzles, together :)

R.I.P.

Ramsholmen - Heaven's gate